live

When the sun gets hot and the moon gets hazy
Good girls go bad... and it gets crazy!

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

enjoy it.

it's summer time so enjoy it.
yesterday for the first time ever, i went to a professional baseball game.
i have to say, i loved and enjoyed every bit of it.
it's always to think and go out of the box for a change. to step out your comfort zone is kind of scary but at the end of the day it was fab.
this summer i hope to do a lot of out of the ordinary stuff.
here are a few things on my list.
1. go to a gun range
2. take a random road trip for at the most a week.
3. go to the strip club (real random)
4. go to a museum. (a fun one)
5. visit the national harbor
6. stay in a hotel for a night or two. (wit friends or someone). lol
7. just relax.

and these are just a few things that I really want to do this summer...

and celebrate my bday. but that's a given.

Have you ever...?

Have you ever???

Have you ever met a group of girls that you connected with ALL of them?
I love it, my Sister Circle is the best.. we've made this incredible bound and I swear its nothing like it and nothing can destroy us. Believe that all things happen for a reason and these females are just incredible. Regardless if we argue or we disagree, whatever the case maybe at the end of the day there is no bound stronger. Inside these 6 other female are hearts made out of sugar, spice and everything WRONG! lol. I'm not the hardcore tomboy bitchy female that you all know and love all the time, deep inside of me I care and love each and everyone of you. Regardless of how pissed of I get or how irritated I get or how many times we all argue, or whatever the case may be, I will never forget and always enjoy the laughs, the smiles, the tears, the drunken night, unsober & hungover mornings, the FOOD, the troubled nghts and our get into trouble nights.


I would honestly dedicate this blog to my friend Jasmine T. Curry.
Who I love incredibliy...
& to the S.C. + Sister Circle, "I am because we are"

loving it!

20 yrs of life & 20 things you don’t know.

1. I feel like just because you are old doesn’t mean you have to drive like some shit.


2. I secretly am in love with someone who doesn’t love me back, look at that it’s not a secret anymore.


3. I used to be a tom-boy until the end of my 12th grade year and beginning year of college.


4. I fear that I will never be love, cared for or married and that out of all my friends, I’ll be the lonely bitter one who always has advice for everyone’s relationship but my own.


5. Once when I was younger I ate tilapia fish cooked by my aunt. My throat started to close up once I was finished with my food from an allergic reaction to something and instead of me going to the hospital, my mom told me to eat some ice cream. So I did and it helped my throat.


6. I sometimes feel like I’m better than the rest only because I don’t want to feel bad about myself. “It nothing personal, it’s just that we’re better than you.”


7. I send out these little text messages on Tuesday called Terrific TUESDAY only because I don’t want people to sometimes feel like I feel; alone, bitter, unloved & unappreciated, and I never would wish that upon another person.


8. I might just be placed in the Genesis World Book of Records for the most nicknames I have the most nicknames with all different reasons and not one single person understands them. I.E. Nee-nee, Lo, Korny, LK-47, triple L, Korn, Korne-straight and so on


9. I want to have the biggest, greatest and the most luxurious-ist wedding in the world I know what I want for my wedding. Which is crazy because I don’t know what I want in a man, not alone at the fact that I don’t have a man, a boyfriend, a potential boyfriend or anything like that? Well who needs them anyway, I can walk down the aisle without them, right?


10. I used to date a drug dealer in middle school and after my middle school prom my mom dropped him off, he wanted to be dropped off on the corner in front of his house (figures), as he was getting out of the car a lighter fell out of his pocket and on to the floor of the car and he starts to yell about how it wasn’t his. Lmao….. And let’s see, almost 7 yrs. later and, he has a family and I still thinks he lives on the corner. Damn.


11. I’ve learned to compromise and become a better person for the greater of all mankind ….. But if you ever cross my path the wrong way, if you piss me off or anything of that nature, I'm done with you forever. I rarely give second chances and you’re lucky enough to get that one chance at all.


12. Bitter; yes definitely.


13. I believe that all boyfriends are from hell


14. When I say that I love you and I want you to be happy and your happiness is in my best interest; it means that I love you and I want you to be happy with me, UGH!


15. I love being the center of attention only good attention. I just LOVE the lioness in me, “is it hot in here, or is it just me?” the spotlight I do love.


16. I have a huge family, two mothers, two fathers, 4 brother, 2 sisters, 1 sister-in-law, 1 step brother and hella cousins who just keep popping up at Morgan state with me. Right now I’m at 5 cousins and counting…


17. I’m often wished to be thicker that what I am. My grand-ma teases me about my weight, just this Christmas she asked me where all me food was going and she answered with “your head and your feet”.


18. Feet, by the way I wear a size 81/2 – 91/2, and I’m 5'9”…


19. Talk about height, my grand-father was 7’2”… so don’t ask me about my height anymore.


20. Lastly, I’m adopted.
    

20 yrs of life & 20 things you don’t know.

My PSA O9

MY PSA (Public Service Announcement) O9

O9 is here, okay so what… It’s another yr, another day, blah, blah, blah.. so here’s the old me, the forever me.. My name is Dottie from now on, don’t associate me with any last names that I have. It doesn’t matter what my last name was in high school, last year or yesterday, I’m still going to be the skinny tall girl that always stands out everywhere she goes. That’s all you need to know and that’s all you will know. Whatever else you think you might want to know about me, you won’t. This is all you need to know. My names Lauren, you can call me Dottie, I love Juicy Couture and Victoria Secret’s PINK Collection and it loves me back. That’s all.

I don’t represent nobody but myself, Dottie!!!!

Dottie is Outtie….

my business

keeping her friends close but her enemies closer.. suckas!

....O8, O9, just another yr. get OVER IT! Get off O9's dick!

Rhi Rhi's NEW MUSIC

drink in my cup

Beyonce & Etta James...

Ms. Etta James

I heard church bells ringing
I heard a choir singing
I saw my love walk down the aisle
On her finger he placed a ring
Oh, I saw them holding hands
She was standing there with my man
I heard them promise "Till death do us part"
Each word was a pain in my heart
All I could do, all I could do was cry (cry, cry, cry)
All I could do was cry (cry, cry, cry)
I was losing the man that I loved
And all I could do was cry (cry, cry, cry)
Yeah and now the wedding's over
Rice, rice has been thrown over their heads
For them life has just begun
But mine is at an end
All, all I could do, all I could do was cry (cry, cry, cry)
All I could do was cry (cry, cry, cry)
I was losing the man that I loved (cry, cry, cry)
And all I could do was cry (cry, cry, cry)


Beyonce as Etta James in Cadillac Records - All I Could Do Was Cry