"Spottieottiedopaliscious Angel"

So you know me, the nosey one. I was looking through some stuff on facebook, and i came a across someone's status. "

Rod *******

SAY I NEED A SPOTTIOOTTIEDOPALISCIOUS ANGEL! HMMM WHERE IS SHE?" So I'm steady trying to be nosey. So I looked up Spottieottiedopaliscious Angel, not thinking it would actually be anything. in which all reality it really is. I found the lyrics to Outkast song. Take a look and see what you like.... I like it...

here is th link to it if you just want to hear it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XhqRkOlazKE

[Hook]

Damn damn damn James

[Pat Brown]

Dickie shorts & Lincoln's clean

leanin' checking out the scene

Gangsta boys Bigga's lit ridin' out talkin' shit

Nigga where you wanna go?

You know the club don't close 'til four

let's party 'til we can't no more

Watch out here come the folks

[Dre]

As the plot thickens it gives me the dickens

Reminiscent of Charles a li'l disco-tech

nestled in the ghettoes of Niggaville, USA

via Atlanta, Georgia a li'l spot where

young men & young women go to experience

they first li'l taste of the nightlife

Me? Well I've never been there, well perhaps once

But I was so engulfed in the Old "E"

I never made it to the door you speak of hard core

while the DJ sweatin' out all the problems

and the troubles of the day

While this fine bow-legged girl fine as all outdoors

lulls lukewarm lullabies in your left ear

competing with "Set it Off," in the right

But it all blends perfectly let the liquor tell it

"Hey hey look baby they playin' our song"

And the crowd goes wild as if

Holyfield has just won the fight

But in actuality it's only about 3 A.M.

and three niggas just don' got hauled

off in the ambulance [sliced up]

two niggas don' start bustin' [wham wham]

and one nigga don' took his shirt off talkin' 'bout

"Now who else wanna fuck with Hollywood Court?"

It's just my interpretation of the situation

[Hook]

[Big Boi]

When I first met my Spottieottiedopaliscious Angel

I can remember that damn thing like yesterday

The way she moved reminded me of a Brown Stallion

horse with skates on smooth like a hot comb

on nappy ass hair

I walked up on her & was almost paralyzed

her neck was smelling sweeter

than a plate of yams with extra syrup

eyes beaming like four karats apiece just blindin' a nigga

felt like I chiefed a whole O of that Presidential

My heart was beating so damn fast

never knowing this moment would bring another

life into this world

Funny how shit come together sometimes [ya dig]

One moment you frequent the booty clubs &

the next four years you & somebody's daughter

raisin' y'all own young'n now that's a beautiful thang

that's if you're on top of your game

and man enough to handle real life situations [that is]

Can't gamble feeding baby on that dope money

might not always be sufficient but the

United Parcel Service & the people at the Post Office

didn't call you back because you had cloudy piss

So now you back in the trap just that, trapped

Go on and marinate on that for a minute

"divided" states

“Never understood why our country was named the “UNITED” States, it should be named the “DIVIDED” States.

 

It’s just weird to even think that this country is and will ever be united. Either it’s republicans vs. democratic, black vs. white, good vs. evil or the old vs. the young. We will never see eye to eye. Just recently President Obama gave a speech to high school in Arlington, VA. Which probably was the best thing that these children will ever be involved in right? WRONG! Parents were pulling their children out like they were preventing them from getting some type of disease. CRAZY! President Obama’s speech was basically just a pep talk for the students to get serious about their education. He talked about three students who overcame major obstacles in their life; you know everything that hopefully a student has heard at least once in their life. And then he also mentioned that if you felt sick to stay home, “WASH YOUR HANDS”, which will be another topic in my next blog… However, I don’t understand the problem in giving the President a chance to speak to your children. I honestly would’ve been honored, whether it was President Clinton, President Bush or President OBAMA> I would’ve gave my child the opportunity to decide on their own if the want to be apart of history and I would want them to be able to have their own decisions. That’s also giving them the right that they need to learn how to exercise at an early age. Because that’s what happening in college, students are exercising their thoughts, minds and ideas. And as an African American, I understand that sometimes we, African Americans, can look for injustice-ness when is comes to another African American, but this shouldn’t be over looked at all. Like really, there are a lot of things going on wrong with picture! For one he’s the President and you don’t want him to “corrupt” or “brain-wash” your child’s mind! GET REAL! Man if your children want to think or believe something then it’s going to happen. If I really wanted to I could go deeper and deeper into the history and psychological matter behind the reason why this country is divided and why it will continue to be divided. But I’m sure that you know the answer.

“Man plans, God Laughs”

I just love my major so much, Speech Communications, it's so amazing. You learn so much and you interact with your Professor all the time. It's so great. I can honestly say that I learn something all the time, no matter what I really learn. So today in my Health Communication/Special Topics class we were discussing with my Professor, Professor Mindel about how life really is. She told us about her daughter, for the 80th time, about how she has this master plan for school and trade school. We, as humans, all have this master plan to succeed but you never really know where the road we are on might actually take you. She told us about this quote that her father always told her, “Man plans, God Laughs”. I couldn’t help but think about it more and more.

Life doesn’t really turn out the way we plan for it to be. When I was younger, probably in high school, I had this big plan. Remember the questions “In five years, what will you be doing?” or “where do you see yourself in 5 years?” ‘Well…” and I would go into this long drawn out dream or story of how I wanted my life to be. Well I just realized two minutes ago that it’s not going to happen at all. I’ll be still in school another year, which push’s me back, then I’m not marrying the person who I said I was going to be married to and nor am in the right state of mind I thought I would be in either. This is crazy. Not that I hate my life, because I love every bit of it, the people I met, the people I’m friends with and the enemies that I’ve gained, lol. life for me could probably never be better. I just never thought it would turn out like this. So now what do I do?

I guess I can continue to plan, more and more each day. Who would’ve thought that my mother would’ve passed and who would have thought that I wouldn’t be friends with my friends from high school any more. Nobody would’ve thought anything, but I’m sure God would’ve already known. Lol it’s funny to me. When I first heard the quote I did laugh because I knew that it was the truest statement that I had heard all day. Lol… funny, funny, funny….

Just thought you should know...

Let’s recap by doing the calculations again - for all three:

WHISKEY THAT CONTAINS 50% ALCOHOL (100 PROOF)
(1 OZ. multiplied by .50 = .50 OZ. (amount of PURE ALCOHOL in the 1 oz. shot or jigger)

BEER - 4% to 5% ALCOHOL
(12 OZ. multiplied by .04 = .48 OZ. (amount of PURE ALCOHOL in a 12 oz. beer)

WINE - 12% to 15% ALCOHOL
(4 OZ. multiplied by .12 = .48 OZ. (amount of PURE ALCOHOL in a 4 oz. glass of wine)

Conclusion: They all contain approximately the same amount of alcohol....

Early Spanish explorers noticed how the native people of South America were able to fight off fatigue by chewing on coca leaves. A medical account of the coca plant was published in 1569. In 1860, Albert Neiman isolated cocaine from the coca leaf and described the anesthetic action of the drug when it was put on his tongue. Angelo Mariani, in the early 1880s produced a "medicinal" wine, called Vin Mariani, that contained 11% alcohol and 6.5 mg of cocaine in every ounce. The famous psychotherapist, Sigmund Freud, in 1884, recommended cocaine for a variety of illnesses and for alcohol and morphine addictions. Unfortunately, many of his patients went on to become addicted to cocaine! In 1886, John Pemberton developed Coca Cola, a drink that contained cocaine and caffeine. Cocaine was REMOVED from Coca Cola in 1906 (but it still has the caffeine). The Harrison Narcotic Act in 1914 made cocaine illegal.

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so lets define hate...

ok, so i don't hate him. because by definition the word "hate" is an extremely powerful word... so I dislike him.. which a lot better than hate...

definition of hate:

hate

  /heɪt/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [heyt] Show IPA verb, hat⋅ed, hat⋅ing, noun

Use hate in a Sentence

–verb (used with object)

1.	to dislike intensely or passionately; feel extreme aversion for or extreme hostility toward; detest: to hate the enemy; to hate bigotry.

2.	to be unwilling; dislike: I hate to do it.

–verb (used without object)

3.	to feel intense dislike, or extreme aversion or hostility.

–noun

4.	intense dislike; extreme aversion or hostility.

5.	the object of extreme aversion or hostility.

hermaphrodite..

So lady gaga is an hermaphrodite? when did this happen like ohmy gee...

and why does hermaphrodite have to start with her, why not a men or male... you know like the other bad things in the female... 

menstrual...

menace..

menstrual cycle...

menopause....

etc.

Teal.

Teal Blue—Emotional healing, pleasing, rich, protection, unique, expensive..

I wish I could rip out a page of my memory' cause I put to much energy in him and me. Can't wait till I get through this phase'cause it's killing me. To bad we can't re-write our own history.

[Hook:] Such a mystery when he's here with me, It's hard to believe I'm still lonely. Chance's fading now, patience running out. This ain't how it's supposed to be.

[Chorus:] I'm having nightmares from sleeping with the enemy. How do we re-reverse the chemistry, I don't want us to be the end of me. This love is taking all of my energy Energy, my energy Taking all my energy Energy, my energy Taking all of (my energy).

Seems only like yesterday, not even gravity Could keep your feet off the ground when you go to me How can two be as one We've become to divided nowThere's no use hiding from my misery.

Now I can feel a change in me. And I can't afford to slip much further. From the person I was meant to be. I'm not afraid to walk alone. Not give it up but moving on. Before it gets too deep' cause you're taking all of my energy.

I'm having nightmares from sleeping with the enemy, How do we reverse the chemistry, I don't want us to be the end of me. This love is taking all of my energy...

MISS FUN IS TURNIGN 21!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...
AUG 15. 88 BAY!!
MISS FUN IS TURNING 21

can we say LOVE is DEAD.

Can we say unLoveD??

So on Aug 5, 2009 I told him I hated his ass. And I honest to god I do! For these past few years mayb I've been obsessed with the idea of me being in love with such a charming and lovely guy. But on Aug 5. of this year I learned that he was such an asshole. Like, never in my life have I cared so much or gone through so much with somebody. i swear no matter what happened we were always there for each other but time I guess just took a serious toll on us and our "relationship". it's like this...

so to have loved someone who doesn't love you back is crazy but then to have loved someone for so long and to think and believe that they love you back is another. Like really? So many thoughts are going through my head at the moment so it's difficult for me to even type all of my thoughts down.

To have claim that you are a man and not do your manly duties and speak and say whats on your mind is kind of stupid. to be such good friends and then one day all of it go to waste is ridiculous. we stopped being friends, then we were friends and stopped again and then became friends and now it's over this dumb ass roller coaster is finally over. me sitting around looking dumb is all over. not that i was waiting or like pausing my life, but i did kind of put people on hold. i had boyfriends, guys, top five's all of it. but at the end of the day my heart was stuck on one person. and it isn't like that anymore. its this other guy, another guy and another guy and that's it.. lol crazy and weird.

i wanted to be with him, to get married to him and all that good stuff and i believed the same thing.

like from high school till now I've been crazy bitter and upset because he left me for one then got a girl and told me he wanted to b with me, but you have a girlfriend. then i finally blow up because im pissed because i waited so long to hear that from 11-12th, but like, u have a girlfriend. smdh! all that shit in hs i went through and you just gonna be with someone else. all them times of my holding my damn tongue not say shit, not beating your ass cus i felt disrespected and you gonna go with this random off brand chick who you just fucking met. and then you had the nerve to tell me that you wanted to be with me. and so because i blew the fuck up and got pissed u decided that you were to scared to face reality and try to understand my side or my point of view, u just turned the other cheek on me. "What do you want from me?" "I just want to be your friend" "I don''t want to be your friend anymore". damn, that's how you felt, and like that we were done. one command and one tear that night. and i went on about my life...

summer time arrived and i just thought we weren't friends. at all. no laughs, no comments to each other nothing.. until a cookout and u decided you wanted to be my friend again. damn i must have looked really good then. lmao. but u though it was okay to jump back in my life and i let you believe that. i hated you soooo much for that, but i loved you too much to sit there and ignore you forever. damn, i just had to give in. and look where that got me. then you left again, and school started and turkey day and Christmas came and we were friends again. all in each others faces all of that. thought everything was cool, then some how we fell off. oh well i thought, oh fucking well. "To my beloved, think we need some time away They say if you love it, you should let it out its cage And fuck it, if it comes back you know it's there to stay It's tugging," Jay-Z Dear Summer..... that was your shit, you liked it. we kept it moving.

the last summer when my mommies passed we spent so much time talking. but i was so confused. when i treated you like somebody you want to be treated like everybody, but when i talked to you like you were everybody else you wanted to be somebody. it was crazy, didn't understand. and never will. oh well i guess. a lot of stuff just never was discussed.

the last summer in college and it's like everything going crazy. i guess we'll never be the same. oh well what can i say. i hate you now, we don't talk no more and fuck it. everything happens for a reason, idk what the reason is right now but maybe in a few years I'll know. maybe I'll understand eventually. you came home for a fucking week and then everything i ever felt just rushed back, u let me think that you wanted it to really work. "Write me a letter of how you feel". and that's what i did, a four page letter; which, to me, isn't enough for me to explain 5-6 years of what im feeling. like my thoughts were allllllll over the place. and you never responded like you said you would, you never replied back, you never did anything. i asked you and every time i asked you said i'll e-mail it to you, i'll respond back, i got you. blah fucking blah. i took a quick road trip to visit my family in two different states in like 4 day and i thought, "well it would be nice to see him" So i texted you and some other friends of mines, but you were the only that didn't answer. the only one i actually wanted to see didn't even respond to my text. confused cus he hasn't been responding in a while, so i thought his phone was messed up. i called it, nope it rang, but maybe it's still messed up. i said forget it and went to sleep. next morning my cousin texted him and he had the nerve to respond to that shit! i almost died that day, hurt, but pissed at the same time.

"damn that's how you felt" along with some other words and sentences and what i got back wasn't what i wanted to hear. "what we had is gone..." gone, gone, you mean to tell me that shit is gone... shut up! get outta here. man, i couldn't even think, and if i could i would type everything he sent me, but i can't remember it all, i can't remember cause i don't want to remember it.. lol... man i could only laugh; that's the only things that stopped me from, crying, from calling and cursing him out, from almost wanting to run away from life. no he didn't not before my birthday, 10 days away he telling m he don't even love me no more.. oh shit! lol... wowwzers. i could do nothing but respond "true". and then an hour later to sum up all my feelings and hatred into one, i said "I hate you" 15 <3...>having the same friends ain't is easy as i thought, so now i just let shit ride. imma chill in my apartment in baltimore and you can have them and then when you gone i'll be home to visit, cus i don't wanna be around him. imma get over it and over him.